Friday, December 29, 2017

Snow shine

the silver streets
shimmering in the
sun who's forsaken us
the glaring menace
of those streets
makes eyes beg for
days of dull dry
gray pavement
but it seems
snow can't help but fall
from imaginary clouds
in the grim and
hateful sky
and those flakes
of forgotten content
reflect the memory
of a kinder sun
into weary eyes





Thursday, December 21, 2017

An olive branch to Hell

such sweet divine speech
so practice what you preach
forgiveness of the sins against
man, against God himself
and yet he himself can't bring
his right hand of wrath
to absolve his own enemy
he indeed would grave
ego be to not put in place
his own plan for the peace
of humanity and the world
into his very own heart
for the word proclaims
God is love and love
keeps no records of wrongs
and the greatest of these
is love, to embrace thine
own enemy and yet will he
yet does he, an olive branch
outstretched to the gates of Hell
such bitter condemning speech
a practitioner of what you preach



Sunday, December 10, 2017

House of many lives

I found myself walking though
a mansion last night
a house of long ago that
may have never been a home
yet the photos on the walls
showed the servant lived as
an equal to his master
and as I passed through
all the many rooms
each room became bigger
than the room before
there was also much debate
of where each piece of
furniture should be placed
as though the vacated house
was left in disarray
and indeed beds were set up
in the banquet hall and
pianos left in dressing rooms
and I was no longer alone
but speaking with many
who had become my party
in walking this house
we consorted in the tour
and realized to take up residence
perhaps starting up where
someone else left off
in this house of many lives
in this house many times





Thursday, December 7, 2017

Shore leave

from wetted sands
the winds tickle the barren plain
as those adrift scratch
their heads
atop their landlocked sea-legs

for oceans have pulled their
rugs from under
the feet of those landlocked sea-legs
and drifting pauses in puzzlement
while rotting time drapes
across stones

a silent sand quickly losing
the luster of its marine wonders
bakes in the ethereal expanse
of evaporating horizons

the call of lapping waves
sings no more for the dance
of those landlocked sea-legs
and stranded in salty sand
those once adrift
shed their tears
in hope the ocean will return





Tuesday, December 5, 2017

New norm

we've bred a brood of vipers
and live within its walls
each viper at attention
ready to strike with venom
filled fangs and bite
and our air is filled with hisses
instead of friendly hellos
and lovers kisses
all of what needs defended
has all but vanished
as the vipers focus on
everything to be offended
and it is pretended
that all will be okay
if we leave our lives
to the snakes




Snow crunch

how soon the crunch
of leaves
can transfigure into
the crunch of snow
and the many hues
that were plastered
on the lawn by the
trees with their oil knife
have been wiped
away by a linseed cloth
revealing the blank
empty white
of the canvas skin
the winter kin



Thursday, November 30, 2017

Within walls

within the walls
bides eternity
where the witch
knows how to walk
through and into
the endless time
within the walls

within the walls
cries infinite
where waits the
witch in golden flesh
and darkly dress
of those shadows
within the walls

within the walls
lays serenity
where the witch
holds candle flame
and gently whispers
out your name
within the walls



Star dust

the dust has turned
to stars
in the stagnant cells of
the ceiling
the subtle brilliance goes
unseen
by those who keep their
noses
to the constant turn of
the grindstone
they only catch the eyes
of those
who turn their noses up
to work
and gaze into the micro
cosmic glow



Wednesday, November 29, 2017

Peacock twins

audacious solar peacock
arising in the morning
to fan tail feathers
across the heavens
in hues of the hearth
a brazen blazing flash
into the once sullen
serenity of the dark

he withdraws his
amber glow flowery
show and tosses his
luminous crown through
the blue celestial sea
where it's caught by
his twin waiting in
all his pretentious glory



Tuesday, November 28, 2017


The barrel

he lives in a barrel
the barrel most foul
emptied of spirits
to make you crow and to howl

the wood of the barrel
has drunk it all dry
at least that's his claim
he speaketh a lie
his liver gave notice
and told him good bye
he sits in his wasting
and wonders to himself why

"I've lived when I fancied
didn't fancy a lot
I worked for a living
and a living I sought
but happy is fleeting
its lasting all for naught
what good is working
if from it life can't be bought?"

he lives in a barrel
the barrel most foul
emptied of his spirit
no crowing, not a howl
it lays in the bottom
of a six feet deep hole
the barrel took his body
yet the spirits took his soul



Of shadows

in the shadows
of the forests
I plant my feet
in hope they
grow like roots
to travel the
underground
the dark damp
where worms
feed and rock
melts in water
and in time

in the shadows
of the crowds
I raise my arms
in hope they
grow like trees
to see above
those around
the hollow mass
where worms
feed and souls
melt in boredom
and in time




Monday, November 27, 2017

Luna

she waited around
this morning
perhaps for a lover
that never showed up
perhaps for someone
worth waiting for
I longed to see her
for whom she was
but all I could ask
myself was is she
half empty or half full







Oh brother

oh brother
you're poor
your debt
is the blood
shed on
foreign shores
and the bodies
in your backyard
you don't see
anymore
or choose to ignore

oh brother
you're not
so big
for the bigger man
would have
done more
yet you're poor
not noticing
the holes in
the pockets
of your soul
loosing all
your change
to one step forward
three steps back

oh brother
don't bother
why start now
you're locked in
those irons
of the machine
printing your cash
with deaths
of your people
red on the green
just in time
for your
Christmas card







Office balloons

these tethered stars
bounce in the HVAC
currents, casting shade
from fluorescent suns
a once bold metallic
foil plump with new
inflation now sags
as helium dreams seep
through the ether
these tethered deflating
dreams sway above
their dreamers in
their cubic cells



Monday, November 20, 2017

Cooled coffee

there's a temperature
that coffee reaches
when I can only taste
the flavor of large
dandelion leaves
that are full of bitter
chlorophyll and minerals
of course my tongue
would have simply
thought of the flavor
at that temperature
as merely cooled coffee
if it had never had
that little spring herb
mingle with its buds




Sunday, November 19, 2017

Eat up

this modern diet
has something to be desired
so much indigestion
is obvious from what
spills on to social media feeds
yet our minds follow suit
to our stomachs growling
for the chemical laced
temporarily satisfying
and of the utmost convenience
ground up whatever
between two sesame seed buns
and our minds
eagerly munch on all
salacious rumors
scandalous behavior
and outrageous insults
that are hurled
in this summer camp
food fight that was
started by whom?




Thursday, November 16, 2017

Of lost marbles

of lost marbles
that wash ashore
on rain swept ditches
of barren dirt roads
landlocked pearls among
the tiny glimmers
of broken glass and
smaller yet the shine
of grains of sands
washed away
the smaller yet
broken body of the earth
the dusty silt
pouring downhill into
creeks and rivers and tides
of lost marbles
collecting near nails
and other bits of rusty
fragments, teeth of the past
reveal their smile
in the ditches
of barren dirt roads




Waking eyes

I'm sure there were
landscapes of grandeur
and gardens of splendor
and exotic flora colored
in hues too vivid for
waking eyes
I'm sure there were
mansions of loftiness
and costumes of luxuriousness
and characters dressed
in personas too legendary
for waking eyes
I'm sure there were
stories of desire
and dialogues of fire
and moments saturated
in emotions too rich
for waking eyes
yet I will never know for sure
as my dog re-situated
his place at my feet on the bed




Wednesday, November 15, 2017

When geese were seen as rats

knew the road was wet
no obvious puddles
but the untrodden dirt
was dark with wet
the truck didn't care
and had no mind to stop
and the smooth road
was soon ruins
with ruts
swirling next to
fine green hairs
of the wheat field
in April
the geese hissed
at the disturbance
in passing
flapping and scuttling
until resolved to
nip at the green hairs
once again
their abundance was noted
doing too well
for themselves
like rats




Friday, November 10, 2017

In the cup

looking into my cup
of coffee this morning
reminds me of when
I, with my siblings
at a very early age,
stared into the abyss
of the world's largest
hand dug well
hoping we wouldn't
meet the same fate
of that baby that
was on television

this dark liquid with
its dark reflection
staring back at me
in its trepidation
for the next words
to spill from my mouth
for those drops the
color of abandoned
beer bottles to somehow
make it all go better




Tuesday, November 7, 2017

Sweet dreams

all those flirts in dreams
whose lives seem more
than the fleeting moments
they exist within
do they change their skins
after each performance
is the alarm clock
their falling curtain
are they the same actors
each and every night
simply with a different script
their words grow gray
as the sun moves through the day
but are the sweetest grapes
on their vines that twine through night







Falling

he felt himself falling through an abyss
as he sat and waited
these tugs had tugged on him
since he could remember
most noticeable when sitting
having little else at his attention
often after the tug
a feeling of lightness followed
and tarried for a bit
serving the ebb to the flow
yet this rule to the game
was broken this time
the abysmal descent continued
after a few seconds
turning the tug into a snare
and free-fall into fright
had these tugs before
been a gentle nudge
from the great severer itself
had they all been whispers
of the inescapable
and was this the moment
the slight slips would empty into
the final collapse of the soul





Thursday, November 2, 2017

NO-vember

I'm saying no to November
no to the over eating
of hypocritical gratitude
no to judgmental dinners
with disapproving indigestion
no to the dismal days
tunneling their way
to even shorter, darker days
no to the beastly purchases
destined for some dusty closet shelf
and then the trash
I'm saying no this month
no to the first icy streets
when drivers forget how to
no to those first icy sheets
that pull your feet out from under you
no to lamenting the green
while snuggling up to the gray
no to you November
scram, piss off, GO AWAY!




Pent-up serpent

nervous spasm
his thumb twitching
pulling to his palm
as he waits behind the wheel
a serpent lying in wait
in the coils of his gut
hisses whisper
in the exhaust of the truck
a paper plan
sticks to his brain
a paper plan
that could be torn up
and thrown away
as the truck idles
with the serpent




Monday, October 30, 2017

Dim skies


in dim skies
the shattered must fall
and carried low
in earthen bowels
to an ultimate end
in flame and exhaust

those raven calls
carry the weary to the rest
in cold wooden beds
in cold stone houses
where worm work is delayed

those who stray
forgotten in decay
or sealed in ice
in some freezing device
who linger with little to say



Tuesday, October 17, 2017

October dream

strange to think
the old barn wood
mere planks the shell
between an inner sanctum
and an outer hell
but hidden behind the hay
we laid and shivered
fear the cold blanket
holding us in icy arms
for war it was
that flourished out there
beyond those planks
an unknown battle
plaguing an unknown land
as if tornadoes themselves
were playing chess
on a Sunday afternoon
the enemy could be glimpsed
through the spacing
of those mere planks
and it was through those spaces
a hand tore into
to grab my shoulder
to drag me near
to hold me against that shell
in a terrified ecstasy
in that place of hell




Friday, October 13, 2017

A cup of laughter

his name was Edward St. James
resting now in the bone yard
atop the hill to the south
some say he had a good end
only aware that undoubtedly
he laughed until he couldn't
but little was known of the cause
that started his laughable plague
and still less was sought after
after Edward gasped his last breath

he had just returned from a venture
to the north to a relative for riches
the distant once removed such and such
had overlooked his sisters the bitches

thus all that glittered in his clutches
was bestowed to someone he knew little
twas Edward who had never even met
his benefactor known for frequent spittle

the lawyers had said all their spiel
and left Edward with his lot in the hall
among all the house keys, deeds and coins
a curious glass chalice stood tall

it glimmered just so in the dim light
to catch Edward's attention and eye
as he looked into the crystal cup
a faint design he thought he could spy

the ancient home had been greatly ignored
over the years the owner laid expiring
so Edward decided to return to his own home
as the whole trip had been trying and tiring

once there he relayed the news to friends
and reveled in his new found gold and wealth
pouring wine, Edward chose his new chalice
and his party drank to good luck and health

the first drink from the cup hit him hard
and Edward soon found himself in a stupor
but he continued with cheers after cheers
to where his boisterous laughter was super

the volume and frequency continued
until the rest of the room was still
yet Edward continued hollering his cheer
which was apparently beyond his own will

this condition stayed through the night
ravaging Edward's body with trepidation
he was bedridden for three more days
until he was met with his own expiration

the room was piercingly filled with quiet
once it was emptied of Edward's last breath
the smirking chalice stood tall on the table
having the last laugh in Edward's death




Monday, October 9, 2017

Fore the freeze

the hours are a plague
in the October sun
their master Beelzebub
dances on my fingertip
as I lean my back
against the maple's
widening base
each sigh of the breeze
plucks another leaf
from the blushing trees
and spotted bugs ravage
the green for aphids
this moment I will lament
a month and more from now






Turtle in man's clothing

there was a turtle
dressed in old man's clothing
soliciting for smokes
at the courthouse today
he slowly paced the sidewalks
and would snap at passersby
with his ultimate goal
"Hey, do you have a cigarette?"
he hid under his brown hood
in the weathered clothes
and disguise he pulled off well
but it was his pace and gait
that was the revealing tell-tale




Tuesday, October 3, 2017

Waters


hold me in your waters
let me pool in your memory
I will be the ebb and flow
of your blood
the rise of tempest lust
the thrashing of gale licked seas
and the still reflection
holding your face in seeming glass

hold me in your waters
until the final air escapes
and I abandon the world I knew
to surrender to your ocean depths
let your current carry me out
into those cold dark depths
to lay me upon the sandy floor
where we will sleep
until eternity awakes us




Thursday, September 28, 2017

Namesake


hollow is your name
for what is in it
the letters to sound out a familiar beckon
a recall of long past genetic couriers
who mingle within your pool
it is a shell, an abode
donning your self chosen this time
on the merry-go-round
to look upon this world
from your perched perspective
choosing to see
believing the sight
right in front of your eyes
when someone else 
holds out their hand
and gives you their same hollow name



Wednesday, September 27, 2017

Gentle fear

gentle fear
a song at eve
the severing of sight
the ceasing of light
what beholds in
the folds of night
the awe in
gentle fear gazing far
into reaches beyond
any hallowed star
the chaos eternal
in boundless dark
the cold chill
raising hairs in
gentle fear
the kiss of fright
pounding of chest
shaking of heart
loss of movement
and of thought
surrendering to
the fallen stars
within the folds
of the night
in absence of breath
in absence of light
this gentle fear
holding you near
for to it
you are ever so dear










Tuesday, September 26, 2017

Elusion


this whole existence
one giant suggestion box
from each life, each death
an input of varying perceptions
an interjection of choices
an often gaggle of arguing voices
for each one knows the better route
the ignorant with hate for the unknown
the intellect with hate of not knowing
give us our rest in death
even there will we hear worms scream
and those scratching at their coffin lids
who have a better idea for their last breath
for bless that hindsight in all its lessons
the know-it-all in unblemished glory
the elusion of life





Monday, September 25, 2017

The visitor

the sun had blinked
and the night was tucked in
a soft darkness befell the house
whose views rolled out
into nothingness
a small glimmer haunted
an upstairs bed chamber
a youth old enough
to remain in the house alone
read by candlelight
in all the attention paid to
the words on the page
a distraction tempted to
lure the youth away
it was the way the humble light
glided across the walls
and danced off the vanity
an oval mirror minding its own
business in the corner of the room
the temptation too great
the youth tip toed out of bed
with the candle stick in hand
abandoning the book and its words
the glow grew, casting greater shadows
yet all was cast aside for the youth
as the reflection in the glass
intensified in the shallow dark
the youth took a seat
and beheld what the mirror spoke
pupils dilated in its depths
and the surrounding room
vanished from the ghostly vision
a being took form behind the youth
with horrific radiance and hue
the hypnotic rapture froze the youth in place
as this apparent being of light laid
its hands upon the youth's shoulders
a voice emitted not from the vision
within the mirror but instead
resounded from above the youth's head:

"I am time, the same of which you read.
I am always thirsty, and I am never full.
I will permit you to see me only this once,
but you'll never keep me from savoring your soul."





Saturday, September 23, 2017

Flowers among flames


those petals to shed
the tears to pluck from the heart
he loves me... he loves me not
he is the shadow to abandon
to what was
to relinquish to the flames
of all consuming time
he is the promise broken
the potential unreached
he is the discarded shell
so soon grown out of
he holds the thoughts
that once were truths
and the ideas whose
brilliant blooms have
now faded gray
he is those petals to shed
the tears to pluck from my heart
I love him... I love him not




Thursday, September 21, 2017

Lea shells

silent, hollow cicada shells remain
ornaments to gothic arches
of bending lime daylily leaves
they have emptied out
their screaming voices
in August heat exhaustion
and inevitably transformed
into water urns catching
the drops of passing storms
they remain at summer's end
when spiders rush to spin
passes  them the dance of fall
as ash leaves waltz with bees
in the stirring winter breeze





Friday, September 15, 2017

Raven rain

I've grown into the gray
brittle skeletons that are
probably still sunning
themselves in the sand
among the sea of sage
their silvery bent bones
curled up and warped
retracting sinewy fibers
after each drying day
the over exposure to
lapping radiation isn't
the force acting on me
for I've seen days of wet
and dark and ravens
that raise mushrooms
from their soiled graves
that casts a hue of green
on almost everything
I no longer sit in sand
and count what might be
yet gnarled I've become
as those skeletons in the sun



Thursday, September 14, 2017

All those discarded


what I wouldn't give
so many times said
looking back on the sidewalk passed
it could have been fun
it might have been the moment
that would have changed it all
that definition of my life before it
and my life thereafter
it should have been the time
I should have said that
which would have meant more
if I had known before
what I've since learned
it looked as though I should have gone forward
instead of making that turn
I thought I should pass it up
this time, there'll be another
I'll keep it to myself
I thought was best
it wasn't time to pop the tab
and pour out my soda just yet




Wednesday, September 13, 2017

The genie with the maple leaf tongue

the genie with the maple leaf tongue 
is a sight to see on genie day
which just happens to be this day
and a huge festival is held 
in his honor in a very peculiar way

some far off place rhyming with
Transylvania, or perhaps there indeed
towns will drink up all the bottles of beer
and will save the last bottle
for the genie to drink its own cheer

the villagers will wait in their stupors
surrounding that last bottle for
the genie with the maple leaf tongue to appear
who knows if it's truly a genie
or just lasting vapors from all the beer

anywho, usually one of the folks 
will eventually pipe up and proclaim
they've seen the genie pop up from the spot
by this time it's more than likely 
growing dim and they'd all rather be toking pot

the village elders then gather to consult
after such a proclamation has been made
and question the witness on what was seen
if the genie was seen with his tongue
poking out then they'll be snow on Halloween

if that is mentioned the witness is shunned
and won't get any until the ringing in of New Year
poor, poor pitiful the time will be for thee
but if the witness sees no tongue
a wish will be granted by the nearest oak tree

and all the villagers will then take their turns
visiting the tree to whisper their desires
in turn they must take an acorn back with them
who knows why, like any of it's true
these are all just words said at a whim



Tuesday, September 12, 2017

Light within the storm


the breath
the torrid tempest of the breast
rises and falls in tidal waves
across the flesh
and acids gush 
a volcanic rush up the throat
as foul phantoms gather in the gut
poisonous vapors seep 
through cracks of this earth
the thunder clasps in coughing fits
or sudden gasps of pain
from electric bolts that scatter
though the webbing of the nerves
and fogs drift in to linger
a sleep starved misty vision of the world
within this stormy suit of dirt
the light beams from clearings in the clouds
it dances in the dark chasms of bones
reflecting off the lonely pools of blood
in shattered mental states
it is the rain for a thirsty body
the wind for a listless mind 
the lightning for a weary soul





In shadows


pierce the shadows from candle wax
still it drips in the flow from the flame
a timid drink for lurking phantoms
the liquid drops flowing from the flame

shattered the shadows from lantern glow
midnight trips for secret rites of night
behind bars and through empty glass
tipsy feet dance for secret rites of night

abandon the shadows from streetlight lamp
where wages gleaned for penny pleasures pushed
when knives sing a softer evening tune
wages plundered for penny pleasures pushed

crack the shadows from moonbeam eggshell
bat wings fly as unseen dragons eat the light
ravenous the dark stalkers just beyond sight
matching appetites of unseen dragons eating light



Sunday, September 10, 2017

Tethered timbers


this forested sea of them and us
a bind of flesh, of liquid, of gold
the stones that crush and are crushed
and spat upon and stirred and molded
after each explosion 
the destruction, the decay
the creation in clay
which rises and blooms 
to follow the unblinking father eye
and ignore those others that remain
but have already given in
this forested sea of seize and surrender
the spillage of self into it all
tearing of hides, pawing of earth, waiting
in dissection of the being birthed 
is all that follows
and recedes into the tempest beast
a forgotten chaotic hymn sings
lullaby of mother tidal waves
this forested sea of tethered timbers
a rite to sever the root
to break the chains of the cell
the flight from stagnant hell
in sacrifice within the temple
the bodies, a path to where