the numbness lingers on my lips
the stillness of your breath
when it used to heat my skin
those winter day endings
being lost in the sunset glory
framed by cottonwood elders
the numbness lingering on our lips
from the bitter cold's kiss
we always had wished more than this
yet now I only long and miss
those times when your eyes
were as endless as the western Kansas horizon
and when we danced in glances
passing each other's windows
feeling the knocking of the heart
yet kept to the stranger's fence
but savored every moment peering through it
both of us never finding the words
escaping our tongues as a tide of birds
still lost in all of what was there and unsaid
lingering in the numbness on my lips