a hairline crack perhaps
or something deeper
a cruel wound suffered
in a frozen moment to
thaw and freeze again
to inch into and within
the wall withheld
the wall must fall
it must always fail
in holding in that
which was never
meant to stay within
thus the pitcher
poured not from lip
but from failing foot
and water seeped out
and puddled nearby
and pushed its way
over tabletop and...
lingers, it all lingers
still in the stillness
the frozen moment
that spurred it all
from the very start
and its life is the
mere ebbing of the
pool that was not
to be withheld within
the failing wall
Monday, August 15, 2016
Saturday, August 13, 2016
Five years ago
the ladder waits
rising out of an
island out of a field
where you climbed
one night
to see how far
it might rise
before you knew
how high you
had climbed
the stars spied
you in the dark
you stopped once
or maybe twice
to catch your breath
and peered out
over corn and
roads and city
lights and the ocean
you once knew
the stars came
closer to ask you
where you were
climbing to
you mentioned
something about
destination unknown
and kept climbing
into the night sky
where you could
finally become
the everything you
were before you
started that climb
Thursday, August 11, 2016
Of times around
in the grass, languid and laid
bodies showered with sun
bleached torsos stark in
conclusion and consequence
sordid eyes slowly roll
to meet and pant and chat
the head holes greet one
another indifferently as
in life so too now in this
the slap, whether on which
pair of cheeks, the result
yet the same in chiming with
that early morning crow
to pass from sleep to wake or
however the sequence flows
out of the brain, out of those
indifferent rolling head holes
the blackbirds find so tasty
from bloody battlefields and
sweaty bedrooms and musty
caves to windswept cliffs and
saturated depths and any ole
locale worth coming round for
to lay down a bet or more
and lose the copper on a race
with a train, the sterling on
a needle of tar, or even the
gold on a fight with those
indifferent rolling head holes
the blackbirds find so tasty
and the addicts line back up
as if the 382nd time will do
in these shoes or hooves or
damn deep roots diving down
the must can be questioned but
the need never answered in
pondering sun circles and
disappearing clouds from
the grass littered with those
indifferent rolling head holes
the blackbirds find so tasty
Storming night
encroaching on sleep
treading on dreams
this invader of rem
that scurries through
the night air unseen
heat waves that licked
the day clean now
raise a torrent off
in the western distance
those waves keep
eyelids that wish to
shut from doing so
those gateways left
ajar in the sky glide
across the tasseled fields
in thrashing fashion
restless, both eyes
and storms in the dark
sky veined and marbled
in electric blue and light
in wet and heat and cold
Tuesday, August 9, 2016
Mass
round the roots down
to boiling stone
the bath of time
the bath unknown
it washes away
all iniquity if such
a belief suits thee
but it carries on
to the next and again
and so on until
the very last end
a wash, a life,
a filth or more
as we all ebb and
flow from the shore
but is there ever
a time to cease
is there ever a
moment of release
it all seems to
wind round a coil
up from the mud and
back down in the soil
perhaps its only just
a rhythmic pulse
and it's all driven
with a cosmic convulse
each life that is
a blink of an eye
to peer further into
chaos and the divine
so it has been
and so it must be
to belong to existence
to be chained to a tree
besides the mass of what
is found in deed and thought
what must there be
of what there is not
to boiling stone
the bath of time
the bath unknown
it washes away
all iniquity if such
a belief suits thee
but it carries on
to the next and again
and so on until
the very last end
a wash, a life,
a filth or more
as we all ebb and
flow from the shore
but is there ever
a time to cease
is there ever a
moment of release
it all seems to
wind round a coil
up from the mud and
back down in the soil
perhaps its only just
a rhythmic pulse
and it's all driven
with a cosmic convulse
each life that is
a blink of an eye
to peer further into
chaos and the divine
so it has been
and so it must be
to belong to existence
to be chained to a tree
besides the mass of what
is found in deed and thought
what must there be
of what there is not
Looks like rain

falls in the wind
the fern becomes an
urn on the mantle
a time when zephyrs
pepper the thirsty dirt
Satan's own sweat swelters
claiming the heat is ample
cicadas shucked shells
grasp onto slender spent stems
these beacons bellow
in the sun as amber gems
wind ever reaps the seeds
chucking them on dry crust
at most to roast, this
the way the wind condemns
yet dark clouds hark now
of ending pain with rain
gray slithers over the day
in chaotic hypnotic thunder
all is lost to water lust
longing for sips with arid lips
first moments, then minutes
as wet falls in liquid wonder
Sunday, August 7, 2016
You. Should. Know.
eyes of the abysmal void
free-falling into the darkened
journey of night, when
then the sun turns its back on us
and alone with all the others
who travel there, out there
the void of stars and dust
and iron clods, and hidden
in those unending eyes
where beings merge
and know the mysteries that
cut us into these shapes
we now wear and drag
across this whirling surface
this face that peers into
depths of dagger states
where wailing and gnashing
of teeth so biblical serene
the scene of existence for
matter in this state, we
bleed and tear ourselves apart
the art of seeding the earth
with words and dreams
of extraterrestrial things
born in the eyes of want
to see what might or very
well could be, the hope
the endeavor of those eyes
free-falling into the darkened
journey of night, when
then the sun turns its back on us
and alone with all the others
who travel there, out there
the void of stars and dust
and iron clods, and hidden
in those unending eyes
where beings merge
and know the mysteries that
cut us into these shapes
we now wear and drag
across this whirling surface
this face that peers into
depths of dagger states
where wailing and gnashing
of teeth so biblical serene
the scene of existence for
matter in this state, we
bleed and tear ourselves apart
the art of seeding the earth
with words and dreams
of extraterrestrial things
born in the eyes of want
to see what might or very
well could be, the hope
the endeavor of those eyes
Flat line
that straight, flat line don't mean a thing
it's just a line on that beeping machine
just a long, loud beep that's plain annoying
it can't tell me where or when I should go
those are things only someone else knows
I'd rather stay here than where the wind blows
there are too many smiles I would miss
too many hands to grasp, lips to kiss
and too many of those moments to list
I think I'll linger here a little longer
just until these here feel a bit stronger
when the tears stop is when I'll wander
that machine can't tell me my fate
I'll know when to go, but I choose to wait
it's not time for me to open that gate
I'm still needed here in the now
until my kin catch on to knowing how
life goes on after I have taken my bow
screw that machine and its straight line
that constant tone is so damn asinine
I'll choose my departure date and time
it's just a line on that beeping machine
just a long, loud beep that's plain annoying
it can't tell me where or when I should go
those are things only someone else knows
I'd rather stay here than where the wind blows
there are too many smiles I would miss
too many hands to grasp, lips to kiss
and too many of those moments to list
I think I'll linger here a little longer
just until these here feel a bit stronger
when the tears stop is when I'll wander
that machine can't tell me my fate
I'll know when to go, but I choose to wait
it's not time for me to open that gate
I'm still needed here in the now
until my kin catch on to knowing how
life goes on after I have taken my bow
screw that machine and its straight line
that constant tone is so damn asinine
I'll choose my departure date and time
Saturday, August 6, 2016
That night
a whisper so warm to melt the ice
the moon so low to touch its face
the moment too quick
the fool so out of pace
and the time lingers still
in the aching, beating pulse
when shadows danced with light
across your face that night
Paper Thin Men
gathering all unto themselves
of rare and worthless pricey things
that shine, that glare and gleam
the gems, necklaces and rings
a cache unto themselves
for ends unbeknownst en masse
yet secrets slither under doors
igniting into bonfires at last
all of this unto themselves
the hoggish hoard kept within
behind illusion's own grandeur
and a fleet of paper thin men
what words held unto themselves
blatant deceptions from the crown
while they march their armies on
and on straight into the ground
all the fuss unto themselves
for pompous pride and regard
to conjure past those days of old
and bend thy knee to "Me Lard"
all of us unto themselves
behind the flag, apple pie and amen
a great dream, yet only dreamt
'tis the way of the paper thin men
of rare and worthless pricey things
that shine, that glare and gleam
the gems, necklaces and rings
a cache unto themselves
for ends unbeknownst en masse
yet secrets slither under doors
igniting into bonfires at last
all of this unto themselves
the hoggish hoard kept within
behind illusion's own grandeur
and a fleet of paper thin men
what words held unto themselves
blatant deceptions from the crown
while they march their armies on
and on straight into the ground
all the fuss unto themselves
for pompous pride and regard
to conjure past those days of old
and bend thy knee to "Me Lard"
all of us unto themselves
behind the flag, apple pie and amen
a great dream, yet only dreamt
'tis the way of the paper thin men
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